3 Little Wolves

I once had lunch with 3 male colleagues who are the Ah-Beng types. We were having tea at Lucky Plaza (not very glamourous I know) and then they were conversing in Hokkien. I know nuts about the language so all I could do was listen. They suddenly talk about women's breasts. I don't know how their conversation come down to that but then I wasn't going to shut my ears. Haha....

They were actually commenting on their female colleagues' breasts. I was like -_-" amused cos I didnt know they had such interesting perspective. The whole conversation was in Hokkien, I try my best to interpret la, it goes something like this,

ColourWolf1: " Hey, did you know I saw her outside and her breasts was like...... (fill in yourself and he was doing some motion signifying fullness) You see her in uniform and its like nothing but you see her in outside clothes, it looks really different."
ColourWolf2: "Really ah?! (eyes bulging) Didn't know that.... (conversation continues but cant remember abt wat, probably speculating abt size this time)

Colourwolf2: "Did you all know that Ms D has big boobs?!"
Colourwolf1:"Ya... I was walking past her and she was bending down when I saw it!
Colourwolf3:"Thats why you walk past her a few times right?"
Everyone: "HAHAHAHAHA!"
Colourwolf2:"I saw it before too!
Colourwolf1:"I think it must be at least a D cup!" (shaking his head and showing hand motion again)
Colourwolf2:"Ya I think so too..."(nodding in agreement and agreeing in a way that as if he came to a conclusion that the world must be round)

Colourwolf1:"You know Ms A right, she is pretty but her boobs are small. (shaking his head but this time no hand motion or exclaimation mark)
Colourwolf2:"Ya pretty but too bad too small. (no eyes bulging this time)

The above conversation is fragmented and who say what is recount to the best of my memory. I find the following parties:

Colourwolf1 - Most guilty because he initiated most of the topics and shall be sentenced to keep away from women for some time and think about his life.
Colourwolf2 - Accomplice and second guiltiest (I am not sure there is such a word). He is sentenced to find a girlfriend immediately and get a life!
Colourwolf3 - Least guilty because he did participate but I can't recall what he say. You are heng...
Me - Totally innocent because I can't speak Hokkien.

So women now you know your male colleagues are wolves in sheeps' clothings. So I suggest you 1. actually wear something modest 2. Don't bend down unnecessarily or 3. Don't work with men....

Lousy 2 Weeks

It has been a lousy past 2 weeks for me. Mark by tiredness, stress, low morale, uncertainty, bad luck and lack of support. Sometimes I just want to give up and throw in the towel. Never felt like that before, at least not that I can remember.

Sometimes people ask me, "How come you are not panicking, I am already panicking?"
I replied, "I am actually panicking but I just don't show it."

When I was younger and not too long ago, I am an emotionally direct person. When I am angry, I will show my anger, when I am unhappy, I will show my unhappiness, when I dislike what the person is doing, I will screw him upside down.

For these past few months, seem like I have changed. More nice, more humble, more cool, more patient, less carefree and showing less of my emotions. Guess that the environment really can change someone.

I always remember the advices my mentor gave me and I have always live by it:

1. Got mouth can ask right.
2. Must be resourceful.
3. Must be nice to people.
4. Must always cover yourself.
5. Some people are not worth helping.

So far these advices have been useful. Hope it will be a better week ahead....

The More I Love You, The More I Avoid You

I just read a friend's blog, he wrote this:

"Yue Shi Ai Ni Yue Xiang Duo Ni.. Yue Shi Duo Ni Yue Xiang Ai Ni" -
The more I love you, the more I try to avoid you and the more I avoid you, the more I love you

Its logically stupid to avoid someone that you like, and when you like someone you would want to spend more time with her right? So I look at it and think and wonder...... Am I guilty of this stupidity??

And so I ask Wei Tat, "Wei Tat, why would you avoid a girl?"

And Wei Tat answered: "Because I know I would fall deeply in love with her when I see her more... I cant let myself love her because 1) She is married 2) She is attached 3) We are worlds apart 4) I cant bring her happiness 5) I cant let go of my past and all kinds of drama reasons.

You then dont see her for some time, maybe for months, then you thought you have gotten over her. You assume she is happy, she already has a boyfriend, she has many suitors and whatever stories you can cook up. Satisfied with the stories you cooked up, one day you decide to meet up with her believing both of you are just friends. Both of you met up, you look at her, she look at you, the past suddenly all came back to you, your mind gets mess up, you become confused, you try to reason the quick heartbeat, the nervousness and warm feelings you experience when you see her. You had lunch and before you know it, you have to recook the stories again, reavoid her, return to the same process again.

I so ask, "Wei Tat, Wei Tat, how do I solve this problem??"
Wei Tat, "Dont have lunch with her. I repeat one more time, dont have lunch with her. Ok for those who did not get it, one more time, dont have lunch with her, very important guys, very important... Dont have lunch with her. Ok? One more time and I will only say it one more time, dont have lunch with her."

(I ACTUALLY have a lecturer like this.... He is not tired of repeating but I am tired of typing.)

Ya... very tired.....