Have you ever like a girl and through some misunderstanding, it did not work out? When you thought its over and you thought you have forgotten about her, 6 months later and you realised you still miss her. When you walk past places where you both have been to, you remember fondly what took place there. You always thought where you could have done better. But now you have no reason nor any excuse to call her but you pretty much want to do so. You avoid looking at her photos on friendster, your pride is in your way and self-denial that you like her is often in your thoughts.
You met a girl whom you don't thought much of. Through some curious chance, you both hang out together often. You spend a lot of time with her doing things and going out. As the days goes by you realised how adorable this girl is and you had grown fonder for her. The problem is she have a boyfriend. You purposely ignored her but you know you can't bear to do so. You act fierce towards her but felt guilty about it cos you are too harsh with her. Do you avoid her? Which means you do like her thats why you avoid her. Continue to hang out with her? Which in this case you would grow even more attracted to her as time goes by.
You broke up with your ex-girlfriend and had moved on with your life. You thought you had let everything go but then you missed certain moments you both had spent together. She had treated you very well and you always wonder whether the next one will treat you just as well. What if she does not, will you love her just as much? Comparing is unfair because everyone is different but you can't help doing it.
What a screwed up life this person must have......
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